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by sgross
Fri Jul 18, 2014 10:33 am
Forum: Former Foster Children
Topic: Speak up if you were kidnapped by CPS as a child
Replies: 2
Views: 653

Re: Speak up if you were kidnapped by CPS as a child

ludwigman1971 wrote:Tell your story here....

I'm not certain but I sure felt kidnapped: always have.
by sgross
Fri Jul 18, 2014 9:46 am
Forum: Newcomers - Welcome to the site - please sign in here
Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Love you and your dedication. If there's ever anything I can do please don't hesitate to let me know. I've located the book. I had some other business to take care of so I didn't locate it right away. All that I am is a humble and faithful servant of God still learning how to put him first and fore...
by sgross
Wed Jul 02, 2014 7:09 pm
Forum: Newcomers - Welcome to the site - please sign in here
Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Love you and your dedication. If there's ever anything I can do please don't hesitate to let me know.
by sgross
Wed Jul 02, 2014 1:35 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Thank you so deeply for your prayers and encouragement. I will look this book up on Amazon or if I can't find it on Amazon I keep searching for it. I already have forgiven the system. I just need to be grateful to God for seeing me through even though I rushed too fast to have a family. Lord, I'm so...
by sgross
Wed Jul 02, 2014 10:19 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I hope God isn't mad at me but I just told the CPS off. I told them that I whipped my 29 year old son when he needed it and he does very well in the education field and work field and he adores me. As far as my two younger children in which they took away-well I followed their rules of disciplinary ...
by sgross
Wed Jul 02, 2014 8:45 am
Forum: Recovery From CPS Trauma
Topic: Just a Vent
Replies: 5
Views: 655

Re: Just a Vent

You never get over a lost of a child even if you grew up with no parents yourself. Parenting is a natural gift from God. No, you never get over it; you just have to learn coping skills. My heart goes out for broken families. I get to see my children now that their grown. I love them the same but it ...
by sgross
Fri Jan 31, 2014 8:24 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I'm replying to my own page "The pain never goes away". I wish to leave this site. Too many different life experiences and principles applied. I know God loves me and my children and he is coming back soon. I just don't like being here and I've found a Christian group to help me with confu...
by sgross
Fri Jan 10, 2014 7:40 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Very sweet of you to say that and I'm very much aware that I've made really bad choices in life. Out of five children I only have one who's really close to me. We do have a very corrupt system though and they really prey on the ignorant like myself. I don't mean ignorant in an insulting way. I don't...
by sgross
Wed Jan 01, 2014 12:42 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I'm not afraid of the CPS any more. They know who's homes they want to destroy. They don't mess with a lot of families who do abuse their children I know because the parents and grandparent boast and brag about slapping their kids upside the head and tell the law enforcements to take them away if th...
by sgross
Mon Dec 30, 2013 7:48 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

The lies that children tell on you the years their in foster care can really linger in a mother's heart. They're adults when you see them again and they're already so caught up in their lies until I reckon that's the way it'll always be. I'm showing age now and my daughter keeps finding young pretty...
by sgross
Tue May 07, 2013 7:35 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

My pain has gone away. The Lord has been good to me and my children are now thriving citizens. Our Lord and saver is coming soon. I love everyone on this site. If you need to make room for someone else here you can take me off. I'll just check every day or so to see if anyone wants feedback from me....
by sgross
Tue Feb 05, 2013 8:05 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

sgross, you helping me by just being here...you are validating me and I thank you...hope you come around and talk sometimes. Your experience will help someone else going through the absolute hell cps is. :cry: This country was suppose to be built on the rock (Jesus). Instead it was built on rape, p...
by sgross
Mon Feb 04, 2013 5:44 pm
Forum: Have Faith and Be Strong
Topic: Seven Things That the Lord Hates:
Replies: 4
Views: 781

Re:

Gary Shaw wrote:I think that God is probably tired of his children being abused, the Little Ones and the Big Ones.

Amen to that! :D
by sgross
Wed Jan 30, 2013 6:54 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Eljay wrote:It's hard to understand the trauma unless you've gone through it yourself. Maybe you could find or start a CPS victims support group in your area.

Thanks and God bless you always!
by sgross
Tue Jan 29, 2013 8:48 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Have an extremely hard time coping with my life and can no longer help anyone else except making things with my hands for friends. I am beginning to think no one understands the things I've indured but Christ.
by sgross
Fri Sep 14, 2012 6:48 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I just found out that my daughter had a miscariage while in foster care at age 14. I feel like screaming. Please help. She's 22 now, so at least this is old pain for her. So, has your perspective on CPS changed yet? I keep feeling blackmailed into speeking OK about them, like they still have the po...
by sgross
Thu Sep 13, 2012 6:12 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Honey you need to wake up and smell the coffee. I don't mean to be mean but you don't seem to be living in reality. God helps those who help themselves. You can't just sail through life thinking god is not going to let anything bad happen to you or your children. They are your children and you need...
by sgross
Mon Aug 27, 2012 4:28 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

Honey you need to wake up and smell the coffee. I don't mean to be mean but you don't seem to be living in reality. God helps those who help themselves. You can't just sail through life thinking god is not going to let anything bad happen to you or your children. They are your children and you need...
by sgross
Fri Aug 24, 2012 6:53 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

She had sex with boys her own age. I don't condone it but it happened. I learned to read at age 12 from a black friend that really loved me (pure christian love) and never had a chance to learn the law. However, I know in my heart that God is always there for me and my children. Just so you know, i...
by sgross
Tue Aug 21, 2012 5:52 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

monkette31 wrote:CPS tends to abuse generations of families from my perspective. I'm an American Indian so we have a rich history of them doing such and such. I hope that you stay safe Crystal...and mother Shirley. :)

Thank you and God bless you always.
by sgross
Tue Aug 21, 2012 5:46 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I never once said that she was ever raped. I won't be misquoted or I'll opt out of this site. You said "My daughter has been in about 17 foster homes since they took her at 11 years of age and she told me she has been sexually involved with boys since the age of 12 " The "age of cons...
by sgross
Tue Aug 21, 2012 11:39 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I don't know how to say it but even though there are things about the system that aren't right at least they're protecting her now. That's much better than I had it in Louisiana when I was put out on the streets at age 16 with no one training in life. At least they do their best to educate the chil...
by sgross
Tue Aug 21, 2012 9:42 am
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

noroses4u2c wrote::?

Believe me. I know what you mean.
by sgross
Mon Aug 20, 2012 10:22 pm
Forum: Newcomers - Welcome to the site - please sign in here
Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I don't know how to say it but even though there are things about the system that aren't right at least they're protecting her now. That's much better than I had it in Louisiana when I was put out on the streets at age 16 with no one training in life. At least they do their best to educate the child...
by sgross
Fri Aug 17, 2012 8:41 pm
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Topic: The pain never goes away!
Replies: 63
Views: 5707

Re: The pain never goes away!

I think they're in September, but feel free to protest any time. If I'm near, I'll try to be there. I once saw this guy with a child seat strapped to his chest and a a megaphone with signs just screaming about dcfs in front of the Northridge office. It was nice to go over and talk to him and tell h...

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