ONE MORE THING
Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2017 9:42 am
I have wanted to give up.
I have felt like I could not continue in life and that I have been a complete failure of a mother.
I have had read and re-read Linda Jo's posting about NOT GIVING UP - AND NOT MAKING IT A PERMANENT SOLUTION... if you catch my drift.
The pain that I feel is so deep and I ache when I am awake and when I am asleep, there is not a moment that I think back and say, why did I have this parental lapse, why wasn't I stronger, but truth is, we had been so abused by the State of Georgia, that emotionally and mentally I was weak, I was tired from battling the wicked things that occur in Georgia State, in these little towns... this doesn't happen in the bigger cities - like it does in the small - controlled by a certain group of people - towns...
I am no spring chicken and it pains me that the State of Georgia has taken, has abused, has stolen, has molested and raped me and my children for 10 years total, and 7 of those I have been fighting for my children. The 3 years I was in a battle fighting to keep my children and I together - we were victims of domestic abuse and then some, and then more, and then more on top of the some... Y all would not believe what has happened to us - if I told you... and then FINALLY, I fell - flat into their TRAP - and have NEVER RECOVERED... I feel concerned because of what happened to the State Senators - that would these people do this to me?
I mean it's not inconceivable for that to happen and I am upset by that - that I literally have to be sooooooo cautious of what I do in this state and perhaps in the future because these psychopaths may continue to have a vendetta against me for YEARS TO COME... THIS IS NO WAY TO LIVE!!! It's already bad enough we have Strangers that we have to be weary of , but A STATE GOVERNMENT SYSTEM AS WELL...!!!
this is no way to live... well, I am not really living, I am just a shell of a human being, it just hurts so deeply ya all, I mean it hurts so much... these wicked people , Lord Only Knows what they have done and are doing to my 2 darling little girls...
I have felt like I could not continue in life and that I have been a complete failure of a mother.
I have had read and re-read Linda Jo's posting about NOT GIVING UP - AND NOT MAKING IT A PERMANENT SOLUTION... if you catch my drift.
The pain that I feel is so deep and I ache when I am awake and when I am asleep, there is not a moment that I think back and say, why did I have this parental lapse, why wasn't I stronger, but truth is, we had been so abused by the State of Georgia, that emotionally and mentally I was weak, I was tired from battling the wicked things that occur in Georgia State, in these little towns... this doesn't happen in the bigger cities - like it does in the small - controlled by a certain group of people - towns...
I am no spring chicken and it pains me that the State of Georgia has taken, has abused, has stolen, has molested and raped me and my children for 10 years total, and 7 of those I have been fighting for my children. The 3 years I was in a battle fighting to keep my children and I together - we were victims of domestic abuse and then some, and then more, and then more on top of the some... Y all would not believe what has happened to us - if I told you... and then FINALLY, I fell - flat into their TRAP - and have NEVER RECOVERED... I feel concerned because of what happened to the State Senators - that would these people do this to me?
I mean it's not inconceivable for that to happen and I am upset by that - that I literally have to be sooooooo cautious of what I do in this state and perhaps in the future because these psychopaths may continue to have a vendetta against me for YEARS TO COME... THIS IS NO WAY TO LIVE!!! It's already bad enough we have Strangers that we have to be weary of , but A STATE GOVERNMENT SYSTEM AS WELL...!!!
this is no way to live... well, I am not really living, I am just a shell of a human being, it just hurts so deeply ya all, I mean it hurts so much... these wicked people , Lord Only Knows what they have done and are doing to my 2 darling little girls...